Demons by Daylight Read online

  “My wife?” Smith called. “Not even I.”

  The knife slid from the rack and was at once in Cook’s stomach. Yet Charles saw the blade flash on Cook’s face, flayed not so much by terror as by knowledge. Cook fell on the knife. Charles closed his eyes. Blindly he wiped his hands on his jacket. At last he faced them, and almost knew what Cook had known. They were watching him with a new expression: worship.

  Behind him he heard movement. He had to turn. The girl was pulling her hands free of the cords, flexing her little finger which had been hidden in her palm, wiping off the crimson paint on a cloth from the floor. As she passed Charles she stretched out her hand to touch him, but at the last moment lowered her eyes and knelt before Cook’s body. Smith joined her and they linked hands. The others followed and knelt, the old couple sinking slowly as their charge was drained. They turned up their faces to Charles, waiting.

  You made this happen! he might have shouted to defeat them. You staged this, you invented it! It means nothing.

  And all he’d done had been to perform their script — But his hand had held the knife, his hand still felt it plunge, his hand displayed the blade beneath which they cowered. Within him something woke and swelled, tearing him open, drawing him into itself. They saw; they knew. The girl stretched out her hands toward him, and they chorused a name.

  At once it was outside his body, no longer part of him. For a moment he was filled by the innocence of oblivion. Then, finally, he knew. He felt what they had called forth sucking him out like an oyster, converting him into itself, the pain as his molecules ripped asunder as if his fingers were being wrenched loose. He cried out once. Then blood fountained from his mouth.

  They moved whispering through the flat, eyes averted. Two of them supported Cook’s body to his car. “In the hills, remember,” Smith whispered.

  He returned to the studio, head bowed. “The river?” someone asked, pointing to the dry grey shape on the floor.

  “It’s nothing now,” Smith said. “It won’t be recognized. The front door.”

  They gathered up the husk and piled it into a paper carrier, where it rasped, hollow. Someone took the bag down through the pub. The candles had guttered. He threw the contents of the bag into the street beneath the gas-lamps, and the dogs converged snarling to flight. Then he re-joined the others, as reverently they raised their eyes to what filled the fiat, and waited for it to speak.

  THE END OF A SUMMER’S DAY

  “Don’t sit there, missus,” the guide shouted, “you’ll get your knickers wet!”

  Maria leapt up from the stone at the entrance to the cave. She felt degraded; she saw the others laugh at her and follow the guide — the boisterous couple whose laughter she’d heard the length of the bus, the weak pale spinster led by the bearded woman who’d scoffed at the faltering Chinese in front, the others anonymous as the murmur bouncing from the bus-roof like bees. She wouldn’t follow; she’d preserve her dignity, hold herself apart from them. Then Tony gripped her hand, strengthening her. She glanced back once at the sunlight on the vast hillside tufted with trees, the birds cast down like leaves by the wind above the hamburger stall, and let him lead her.

  Into blindness. The guide’s torch was cut off around a corner. Below the railed walk they could sense the river rushing from the sunlight. Tony pulled her blouse aside and kissed her shoulder. Maria Thornton, she whispered as an invocation, Maria Thornton. Goodbye Maria West, goodbye forever. The river thrust into blind tunnels.

  They hurried toward the echoing laughter. In a dark niche between two ridged stalactites they saw a couple: the girl’s head was back, gulping as at water, their heads rotated on the axis of their mouths like planets in the darkness. For a moment Maria was chilled; it took her back to the coach — the pane through which she’d sometimes stared had been bleared by hair-cream from some past kiss. She touched what for a long time she couldn’t bring herself to name: they’d finally decided on Tony’s “manhood”. On the bus she’d caressed him for reassurance, as the bearded woman’s taunts and the Chinese gropings grew in her ears; nobody had noticed. “Tony Thornton,” she intoned as a charm.

  A light fanned out from the tunnel ahead; the tallow stalactites gleamed. “Come on, missus,” the guide called, “slap him down!”

  The party had gathered in a vault; someone lit a cigarette and threw the match into the river, where it hissed and died among hamburger-papers. “I am come here to holiday,” the Chinese told anyone who’d listen.

  “Isn’t it marvellous?” the bearded woman chortled, ignoring the spinster pulling at her hand. “Listen, Chinky, you’ve come here on holiday, right? On holiday. You’d think English wasn’t good enough for him,” she shouted.

  “Oh, Tony, I hate this,” Maria whispered, hanging back.

  “No need to, darling. She’s compensating for fear of ridicule and he’s temporarily rootless. He’ll be back home soon,” he said, squeezing her hand, strong as stone but not hard or cold.

  “Come on, you lot,” the guide urged them on, holding his torch high. “I don’t want to lose you all. I brought up last week’s party only yesterday.”

  “Oh, God! Oh, hoo hoo hoo!” shrieked the boisterous couple, spilling mirth. “Hey, mate, don’t leave me alone with him!” screamed the wife.

  The party was drawn forward by a shifting ring of light, torn by stalactites like tusks. Behind her Maria heard the couple from the niche whisper and embrace. She kissed Tony hungrily. One night they’d eaten in a dingy cafe; dog-eared tablecloths, congealed ketchup, waitresses wiping plates on serviettes. At another table she’d watched a couple eat, legs touching. “She’s probably his mistress,” Tony had said in her ear; gently he showed her such things, which previously she’d wanted to ignore. “Do you want me to be your mistress, Tony?” she’d said, half-laughing, half-yearning, instantly ashamed — but his face had opened: “No, Maria, I want you to be my wife.”

  Deep in shade a blind face with drooping lips of tallow mouthed. Peering upward, Maria saw them everywhere: the cave walls were like those childhood puzzle-pictures which once had frightened her, forests from whose trees faces formed like dryads. She clung to Tony’s arm. When they were engaged she’d agreed to holiday with him; they’d settled for coach-trips, memories to which they had returned for their honeymoon. One day, nine months ago, they’d left the coach and found a tower above the sea; they’d run through the hot sand and climbed. At the top they’d gazed out on the sea on which gulls floated like leaves, and Tony had said: “I like the perfume.” “It’s lavender-water,” she’d replied, and suddenly burst into tears. “Oh, Tony, lavender-water, like a spinster! I can’t cook, I take ages to get ready, I’ll be no good in bed — I’m meant to be a spinster!” But he’d raised her face and met her eyes; above them pigeons were shaken out from the tower like handkerchiefs. “Let me prove you’re not a spinster,” he’d said.

  The guide carried his torch across a subterranean bridge; beneath in the black water, he strode like an inverted Christ. The faces of the party peered from the river and were swept glittering away. “Now, all of you just listen for a moment,” the guide said on the other side. “I don’t advise anyone to come down here without me. If it rains this river rises as far as that roof.” He pointed. But now, when he should be grave, his voice still grinned. “I don’t like him,” Maria whispered. “You couldn’t rely on him if anything happened. I’m glad you’re here, Tony.” His hand closed on hers. “It can’t last for ever,” he told her. She knew he was thinking of the hotel, and laid her head against his shoulder.

  “So long as the roof doesn’t cave in!” yelled the boisterous man.

  “Cave in!” the guide shouted, resonating from the walls; the faces above gave no sign that they’d heard. “Ha, ha, very good! Must remember that one.” He poured his torch-beam into a low tunnel and ushered them onward. Behind her on the bridge Maria heard the couple from the niche. She lifted her head from Tony’s shoulder. Thinking of the hotel — the first pain had fad
ed, but in the darkness of their bedroom Tony seemed to leave her; the weight on her body, the thrust inside her, the hands exploring blindly, were no longer Tony. Yet she wasn’t ready to leave the light on. Even afterward, as they lay quiet, bodies touching trustingly, she never felt that peace which releases the tongue, enabling her to tell him what she felt. Often she dreamed of the tower above the sea; one day they’d return there and she’d be wholly his at last.

  The vault was vast. The walls curved up like ribs, fanged with dislocated teeth about to salivate and close. Behind her, emerging from the tunnel, the other couple gasped. Stalactites thrust from the roof like inverted Oriental turrets or hung like giant candles ready to drip. The walls held back from the torch-beam; Maria sensed the faces. In the depths dripped laughter. The party clustered like moths around the exploring torch. “Come on, love-birds, come closer,” the guide echoed. “I’ve brought thirty of you down and I don’t want to have to fiddle my inventory,” Maria thrust her fingers between Tony’s and moved forward, staying at the edge of light.

  “Now before we go on I want to warn you all,” the guide said sinisterly. “Was anybody here in the blackout? Not you, missus, I don’t believe it! That’s your father you’re with, isn’t it, not your husband!” The boisterous woman spluttered “Even if you were,” the guide continued, “you’ve never seen complete darkness. There’s no such thing on God’s earth. Of course that doesn’t apply down here. You see?” He switched off the torch.

  Darkness caved in on them. Maria lost Tony’s hand and groping, found it. “Oh, God! Where was Moses!” yelled the boisterous couple. The young girl from the niche giggled. Somewhere, it seemed across a universe, a cigarette glowed. Whispers settled through the blackness. Maria’s hand clenched on Tony’s; she was back in the bedroom, blind, yearning for the tower above the sea.

  “I hope we haven’t lost anyone,” the guide’s face said, lit from below like a waxwork. “That’s it for today. I hope someone knows the way out, that’s all.” He waved the torch to draw the procession. Laughing silhouettes made for the tunnel. Maria still felt afraid of the figure in the dark; she pulled Tony toward the torch. Suddenly she was ashamed, and turned to kiss him. The man whose hand she was holding was not Tony.

  Maria fell back. As the light’s edge drew away, the face went out. “Tony!” she cried, and ran toward the tunnel.

  “Wait,” the man called. “Don’t leave me. I can’t see.”

  The guide returned; figures crawled from the tunnel like insects, drawn by the light. “Don’t be too long, love-birds,” he complained. “I’ve got another party in an hour.”

  “My husband,” Maria said unevenly. “I’ve lost him. Please find him for me.”

  “Don’t tell me he’s run out on you!” Behind the guide the party had reformed within the vault; Maria searched the faces shaken by the roving torch-beam, but none of them was Tony’s. “There he is, missus!” the guide said, pointing.

  “Were you going to leave him behind?”

  Maria turned joyfully; he was pointing at the man behind her. The man was moving back and forth in shadow, arms outstretched. The torch-beam touched his face, and she saw why. He was blind.

  “That’s not my husband,” Maria said, holding her voice in check.

  “Looks like him to me, love. That your wife, mate?” Then he saw the man’s eyes. His voice hardened. “Come on,” he told Maria, “you’d better look after him.”

  “Is husband?” the Chinese said. “Is not husband? No.”

  “What’s that, mate?” asked the guide — but the bearded woman shouted: “Don’t listen to the Chink, he can’t even speak our language! You saw them together, didn’t you?” she prompted, gripping her companion’s arm.

  “I can’t say I did,” the spinster said.

  “Of course you did! They were sitting right behind us!”

  “Well, maybe I did,” the spinster admitted.

  “Just fancy,” the boisterous woman said, “bringing a blind man on a trip like this! Cruel I call it.”

  Maria was surrounded by stone faces, mouthing words which her blood swept from her ears. She turned desperately to the vault, the man stumbling in a circle, the darkness beyond which anything might lie. “Please,” she pleaded, “someone must have seen my husband? My Tony?” Faces gaped from the walls and ceiling, lines leading off into the depths. “You were behind us,” she cried to the girl from the niche. “Didn’t you see?”

  “I don’t know,” the girl mused. “He doesn’t look the right build to me.”

  “You know he isn’t!” Maria cried, her hands grasping darkness. “His clothes are wrong! Please help me look for Tony!”

  “Don’t get involved,” the girl’s escort hissed. “You can see how she is.”

  “I think we’ve all had enough,” the guide said. “Are you going to take care of him or not?”

  “Just let me have your torch for a minute,” Maria sobbed.

  “Now I couldn’t do that, could I? Suppose you dropped it?”

  Maria stretched her hand toward the torch, still torn by hope, and a hand fumbled into hers. It was the blind man. “I don’t like all this noise,” he said. “Whoever you are, please help me.”

  “There you are,” the guide rebuked, “now you’ve upset him. Show’s over. Everybody out,” And he lit up the gaping tunnel.

  “Wonder what she’d have done with the torch?”

  “The blind leading the blind, if you ask me,” voices chattered in the passage. The guide helped the blind man through the mouth. Maria, left inside the vault, began to walk into the darkness, arms outstretched to Tony, but immediately the dark was rent and the guide had caught her arm. “Now then, none of that,” he threatened. “Listen, I brought thirty down and thirty’s what I’ve got. Be a good girl and think about that.”

  He shoved her out of the tunnel. The blind man was surrounded. “Here she is,” said someone. “Now you’ll be all right.” Maria shuddered. “I’ll take him if you don’t feel well,” the guide said, suddenly solicitous. But they’d led the blind man forward and closed his hand on hers. The guide moved to the head of the party; the tunnel mouth darkened, was swallowed. “Tony!” Maria screamed, hearing only her own echo. “Don’t,” the blind man pleaded piteously.

  She heard the river sweep beneath the bridge, choked with darkness, erasing Tony Thornton. For a moment she could have thrust the blind man into the gulf and run back to the vault. But his hand gripped hers with the ruthlessness of need. Around her faces laughed and melted as the torch passed. They’d conspired, she told herself, to make away with Tony and to bring this other forth. She must fall in with them; they could leave her dead in some side tunnel. She looked down into the river and saw the sightless eyes beside her, unaware of her.

  The guide’s torch failed. Daylight flooded down the hillside just beyond. Anonymous figures chewed and waited at the hamburger-stall. “All right, let’s make sure everybody’s here,” the guide said. “I don’t like the look of that sky.” He counted; faces turned to her; the guide’s gaze passed over her and hurried onward. At her back the cave opened, inviting, protective. “Where are we?” the blind man asked feebly. “It feels like summer.”

  Maria thought of the coach trip ahead; the Chinese and the girl unsure but unwilling to speak, the bearded woman looking back to disapprove of her, the boisterous couple discussing her audibly — and deep in the caves Tony, perhaps unconscious, perhaps crawling over stone, calling out to her in darkness. She thought she heard him cry her name; it might have been a bird on the hill. The guide was waiting; the party shuffled, impatient. Suddenly she pushed the blind man forward; he stumbled out into the summer day. The others muttered protests; the guide called out — but she was running headlong into darkness, the last glint of sunlight broken by her tears like the sea beneath the tower, the river rushing by beneath. As the light vanished, she heard the first faint patter of the rain.

  AT FIRST SIGHT

  “To you,” someone said.
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  Valerie squirmed. Across the pub table they were swapping jokes, dirtier and funner. At her side Len looked embarrassed. When they’d all met from the office to celebrate Tony’s twenty-first they’d paired off outside the pub; seeing Valerie unescorted, Tony had called Len, who’d been trying to merge with the mist of this last night of October. He’d sat with her for two hours, but the third time he’d rammed his finger through a beer-mat her smile of encouragement had drooped. Val was a mirror; if someone stood before her mute then her tongue would fail her too. She looked away from the dulled diamond facets of the tankards multiplied into the froth, beneath the second ceiling of smoke, to the clock above the bar: only five minutes to go, thank God. Someone knocked a table; glass shattered. She regarded the mist which breathed on the panes, and from the corner of her eye saw something rising, falling back.

  “To you,” he said.

  At last her eye caught his; he was seated at a table near the bar, and as she looked he rose and lifted his glass to her. Dark sleek hair straight as his comb’s teeth, dark intense eyes, swarthy face ten years older than her own, black belted raincoat; the brass-buttoned leather teenagers at his table stared and laughed. Val saw the black glove which raised the glass toward her, and stood up. “To you,” she responded.

  Around her smoke puffed out and curled, mixed with laughter; she sensed Len looking up at her, looking away.

  The man reached behind him, gripping the table with his other black-gloved hand. “To us,” he called.

  Val hesitated. Behind her Len said: “Look, can anyone do this?” flipping a beer-mat high with his fingers, catching it in mid-air. “To us,” she called, and behind the man saw the teenager lean forward, catch his glove and start to pull it free, shouting “What’s this then, mate, Marks’ and Spencer’s?” Her heart throbbed; her skin iced. The man turned, put down his glass and gripped the boy’s wrist. The boy looked up, and his face drained. The black raincoat swallowed him like fog; the barman doused the lights to move the drinkers; three men staggered to the bar for a last order. The lights blazed. The man and the boy were gone. The two remaining teenagers exchanged glances, then made for the door, which was swinging itself into place. Outside the disturbed mist swirled and closed again.